Is the weight of this world becoming a little overwhelming?  Have you tried everything you could think of to find peace and hope in the midst of the chaos of each day? 
 
I was so hardheaded that it took being arrested and put in a jail cell to find out that I didn't have to be perfect to be loved by God. It was actually one the worst days of my life. The day I felt the LEAST qualified to be loved by ANYONE  happened to be very day I felt the thickest and most tangible experience of peace and love I had ever experienced in my life. That is the day I discovered that our Father in heaven is the complete opposite of what I had been taught my whole life.  Ironically, He let me know He was never the one demanding obedience, He had been patiently waiting for my desire to truly know Him. 

He is not an angry accountant who is counting every single sin we ever made to throw us into hell when the number gets too high or we cross the line and has had enough. ( 1 John 4:7-12)

Before any of us even seek to know Him, He removed the record of sin from the WHOLE WORLD (1 John2:2) as far as the East is from the West. God was so determined for you to know how much you are loved that He was literally In Christ on that cross reconciling the WORLD back to Himself. (2 Corinthians 5:19) He did that for us all! You are included!  He considers you His child and is not counting our sins against us. 
In Christ, we no longer have to look for God because we are hosting Him in this world( 1 Corinthians 6:19-20). We are His Dwelling place( Ephesians 2:22).  The Kingdom of God is within us( Luke 17:21). Nothing can separate us from His LOVE(Romans 8:39).  

There may be some people that call themselves Christians who are more preoccupied with pointing out our sins than getting to know who they are In Christ. I know, I was once one of them for a time. The majority of my life I considered myself such a "sinner" that I didn't bother trying to please God. I just knew in my "knower" that I already missed that boat.... so in my mind I thought: "Why try?"
  Which is why I am so passionate about helping others know that our REAL Father took care of our sin..... on our behalf.... and we had nothing to do to make that happen.... and can do nothing to reverse what was done for the WHOLE WORLD. It was a gift for His children.  We only need to believe to receive and experience what was accomplished for the WHOLE WORLD... on our behalf through Christ. 
Fyi... the word "world" in Greek is the word: kosmos.  (( which takes the meaning of "world" far beyond this realm/dimension)) 

If you would like to know more about your true identity apart from what you have formed of yourself around your past experiences... I would love to share what I know so far. 
I have been on this search since  December 1995.   We need not worry about "getting it right" just start the journey.  We are promised that through the Spirit, we have the ability to know all we need to know.  ( John 14:26)